Was a very simple relationship... Not those dramatic kind or whatsoever... But a simple one... where a boy likes a gal, and a gal like a boy and they live ever happily after... Also by saying so... I dun refer that kind that use sex to make a couple stay together... I start to understand that is not love, but lust... A true love... where one always show care and concern for another, always make the other smile, joke and fool around. A kiss from your loved one, is something that is much more passionate than sex many times...
But in real life that never happen... What can I really expect? I dun really ask for anything much... but stay true and committed. When I get into a r/s I am dead serious... that is to say I dun really mix with other gals as well... Cos I really believe in being faithful... But at the same time I am also expecting my stead to do the same too..
That is all I ever ask for... But it seem to be the hardest as well... Look like simple was never meant to be simple in the first place...
I went through too much pain... way too much that I no longer believe that true love exist... I have already lost everything... I dunwan that to happen again...
Samidare... The OST from naruto that summarised my life so far... I hope... I will never have to listen to you again...
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Sad news
Just received a sad new today... I wont be able to qualify for diploma with merit despite having a GPA that is eligible for it...
Why? Thanks to my last semester stupid GEM module "Understanding Weather". Just one ugly sore D- in my grade for this and I failed one of the criteria needed to qualify for DWM... Sigh...
That stupid module was practically a waste of time, beside boring, the teacher was like practically making everybody sleep in every lesson. I dunno why am I so dumb to even choose this GEM, but yeah everything now was too late, there is no turning back... :(
So yeah, talking about a module that wasn't even counted inside my GPA that ended up jeopardising my DWM (and my possible slot in the director honour list as well), you can imagine how "happy" I am right now...
Why? Thanks to my last semester stupid GEM module "Understanding Weather". Just one ugly sore D- in my grade for this and I failed one of the criteria needed to qualify for DWM... Sigh...
That stupid module was practically a waste of time, beside boring, the teacher was like practically making everybody sleep in every lesson. I dunno why am I so dumb to even choose this GEM, but yeah everything now was too late, there is no turning back... :(
So yeah, talking about a module that wasn't even counted inside my GPA that ended up jeopardising my DWM (and my possible slot in the director honour list as well), you can imagine how "happy" I am right now...
Saturday, January 8, 2011
MST result for SEM 2
Almost forget that I have a blog lol! Long time never touch due to laziness... Anyway its year 2011 and school just reopened, what prepared us for this first week of school in the 2nd term of sem2, was the MST result from term 1...
Was quite shocked at first for my results:
EMD: 95 (A)
OOP: 87 (A)
MCT: 83 (A)
SNI: 94 (A)
Maths: 93 (A)
Average total: 90.4%
As for my diploma plus:
PCME: 62 (C)
Overall can't say I did well, because of my dip+ PCME, which I got a C (no time to study argh!)... luckily though, that is a separate cert... As for my main diploma, I was glad that I finally managed to ace everything (with a bit of luck obviously)
Hopefully I can maintain that kinda result for exams, and I will also be trying hard to get A for my PCME as well... :/
As for my hobby, I decided to withdraw from competitive pool, I guess pool is just not for me, I had so many flaws that it is practically impossible for me to master for this sport... It will be better that I just remain as a casual player... and I will do so happily since I had achieved my first ever break clear (That really make me damn happy!)
Hopefully I will be able to update this blog again, in a not-so-distant future.. Hahas :)
Was quite shocked at first for my results:
EMD: 95 (A)
OOP: 87 (A)
MCT: 83 (A)
SNI: 94 (A)
Maths: 93 (A)
Average total: 90.4%
As for my diploma plus:
PCME: 62 (C)
Overall can't say I did well, because of my dip+ PCME, which I got a C (no time to study argh!)... luckily though, that is a separate cert... As for my main diploma, I was glad that I finally managed to ace everything (with a bit of luck obviously)
Hopefully I can maintain that kinda result for exams, and I will also be trying hard to get A for my PCME as well... :/
As for my hobby, I decided to withdraw from competitive pool, I guess pool is just not for me, I had so many flaws that it is practically impossible for me to master for this sport... It will be better that I just remain as a casual player... and I will do so happily since I had achieved my first ever break clear (That really make me damn happy!)
Hopefully I will be able to update this blog again, in a not-so-distant future.. Hahas :)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Just some update
Didnt update blog for a really long time, I admit I was too lazy lol!
Anyway just some update, recently I grew crazy for korean female group SNSD, dunno why just feel they are not just talents in singing and dancing, but man, they are really hot, and they are a bunch of nice ppl as well. :)
Anyway I just got back my sem 3 result, was very happy with it but I was also relief at the same time, at least I was lucky with my Maths and CTA, I barely managed to scrape through these 2 modules. However I am quite pissed with the CRS teacher, she basically slaughter most of us, no one except Anderson managed to get A for this module.
ACS: A
CTA: A
DCS: A
EID: B+
E Maths: A
CRS: B
SEMESTER GPA: 3.827
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.847
Unfortunately I got a C for dip+ Maths though, and I barely pass my GEM module, phew! At least now I dun hv to retake GEM liao :D
Anyway just some update, recently I grew crazy for korean female group SNSD, dunno why just feel they are not just talents in singing and dancing, but man, they are really hot, and they are a bunch of nice ppl as well. :)
Anyway I just got back my sem 3 result, was very happy with it but I was also relief at the same time, at least I was lucky with my Maths and CTA, I barely managed to scrape through these 2 modules. However I am quite pissed with the CRS teacher, she basically slaughter most of us, no one except Anderson managed to get A for this module.
ACS: A
CTA: A
DCS: A
EID: B+
E Maths: A
CRS: B
SEMESTER GPA: 3.827
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.847
Unfortunately I got a C for dip+ Maths though, and I barely pass my GEM module, phew! At least now I dun hv to retake GEM liao :D
Friday, August 20, 2010
Some update
Another long time since I update... But yeah anyway now having YOG break haha, exams following shortly after... Still haven started sutdy yet... :P
Been pooling alot this days, Just gotten myself a new cue, Predator Sneeky Pete. Very good cue with low deflection and power push, but very sensitive as well which make me hard to control it... Really need some time to tame this beast haha.
And just update on progress on pool, last sat I clear 8 balls for the first time of my life when my opponent dry break in GG... Haha, first time 1 turn 8 balls all in during actual gameplay, was damn happy about it!
Also I just had a race to 5 with Jason on 8 ball today, Haha lost but luckily I didn't get white wash (which I almost did on the 5th rack!). Final score was 5-2, really hard to catch up sia, Jason was just simply too strong already. Mind you, it was the real Jason from moberly. Haha!
Lost but oh well, at least I enjoyed the game. It really nice to play with good player, as it train up ur pressure and ur stress which one will commonly face during actual tournament! :)
That all for now folk, Btw grats SG for securing medal in YOG!
Been pooling alot this days, Just gotten myself a new cue, Predator Sneeky Pete. Very good cue with low deflection and power push, but very sensitive as well which make me hard to control it... Really need some time to tame this beast haha.
And just update on progress on pool, last sat I clear 8 balls for the first time of my life when my opponent dry break in GG... Haha, first time 1 turn 8 balls all in during actual gameplay, was damn happy about it!
Also I just had a race to 5 with Jason on 8 ball today, Haha lost but luckily I didn't get white wash (which I almost did on the 5th rack!). Final score was 5-2, really hard to catch up sia, Jason was just simply too strong already. Mind you, it was the real Jason from moberly. Haha!
Lost but oh well, at least I enjoyed the game. It really nice to play with good player, as it train up ur pressure and ur stress which one will commonly face during actual tournament! :)
That all for now folk, Btw grats SG for securing medal in YOG!
Monday, July 5, 2010
MST result.
Finally, got back all my paper, wasn't really happy with the result but I know it the best I can achieve cause there was simply no time to study for this MST (6 papers in 5 days with no study week before it)... This MST is pretty unfair but den again, that's life!
Anyway for the results (upon 100 marks):
CTA: 69 (C+)
EID: 79 (B+)
ACS: 83 (A)
DCS: 83 (A)
EM: 100 (A)
PCME: 90 (A)
Abit sad for my EID and CTA, tried hard to dig for 1 mark somewhere, but both the lecturers just wouldnt spare any mark to me to push my score to one whole grade higher. (Just another 2 marks and I could hv gotten 5 A and 1 B) Seriously I kinda hate these 2 modules, not only are they tough, their marking scheme is friggin strict. One mistake in EID last question I lost 18 marks just liddat... In CTA, one minor mistake with the -ve sign cost me 6 marks at least (I was so tired when I did that paper that my brain was only functioning at 50%)... Bullshit man!
Only happy for my Maths, first time in my life, I score full marks in a >= 90mins paper, cant believe i was this lucky.. :D
I also managed to get back ACS and DCS labtest result, got 90 and 70 marks respectively... DCS if only I recall that I need to change the protocol analyser bit rate to 9600 bps, could hv gotten 100... :(
Anyway for the results (upon 100 marks):
CTA: 69 (C+)
EID: 79 (B+)
ACS: 83 (A)
DCS: 83 (A)
EM: 100 (A)
PCME: 90 (A)
Abit sad for my EID and CTA, tried hard to dig for 1 mark somewhere, but both the lecturers just wouldnt spare any mark to me to push my score to one whole grade higher. (Just another 2 marks and I could hv gotten 5 A and 1 B) Seriously I kinda hate these 2 modules, not only are they tough, their marking scheme is friggin strict. One mistake in EID last question I lost 18 marks just liddat... In CTA, one minor mistake with the -ve sign cost me 6 marks at least (I was so tired when I did that paper that my brain was only functioning at 50%)... Bullshit man!
Only happy for my Maths, first time in my life, I score full marks in a >= 90mins paper, cant believe i was this lucky.. :D
I also managed to get back ACS and DCS labtest result, got 90 and 70 marks respectively... DCS if only I recall that I need to change the protocol analyser bit rate to 9600 bps, could hv gotten 100... :(
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Pool for hols
This entire 2 short week break has been nothing to me but pool... Been pooling all the way...
Currently the freshnies in moberly are really the batch that consist lots of good players... Calvin, Zhi Cheng, Ivan, Jingliang and Shermaine to name a few, not to mention SPGG peeps like Raith, Jin Seng and Yan Hui... lol!!
Been preparing alot for the upcoming trial (no doubt I cannot enter moberly team but heck I still going) and the PJC friendly match... Like racing with Jackie and Clement chow... Won Jackie with 4-1, but tio thrash by clement chow 0-5...
I am prepared to lose to Clement (Moberly team captain) in the side betting race, but hell, I was totally caught off guard that he had improved THIS much! I was already playing at the form which I know its one of my best form I had been playing so far and yet I still get mobbed to the ground... totally speechless!
Its not the first time I have been playing pool that deals with money, but against strong player like him is really first time... (kudo to him! Even better than the uncles outside). Anyway I lost 10 bucks for the race, but rest assured this isnt going to be the last time I will race him, one day I am going to beat him!
Currently the freshnies in moberly are really the batch that consist lots of good players... Calvin, Zhi Cheng, Ivan, Jingliang and Shermaine to name a few, not to mention SPGG peeps like Raith, Jin Seng and Yan Hui... lol!!
Been preparing alot for the upcoming trial (no doubt I cannot enter moberly team but heck I still going) and the PJC friendly match... Like racing with Jackie and Clement chow... Won Jackie with 4-1, but tio thrash by clement chow 0-5...
I am prepared to lose to Clement (Moberly team captain) in the side betting race, but hell, I was totally caught off guard that he had improved THIS much! I was already playing at the form which I know its one of my best form I had been playing so far and yet I still get mobbed to the ground... totally speechless!
Its not the first time I have been playing pool that deals with money, but against strong player like him is really first time... (kudo to him! Even better than the uncles outside). Anyway I lost 10 bucks for the race, but rest assured this isnt going to be the last time I will race him, one day I am going to beat him!
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Birthday.
It been a long time since I last update... lol too busy with stuffs... Anyway ytd was my birthday but celebration was push to this coming weekend... Haha
However my best moment on my birthday was when she suddenly called out my name and said: "Happy Birthday!" I was in a shock! I die die also didnt expect her to wish and it really kinda melt my heart! That was my best moment for this year seriously... It really brighten up my mood for the entire day! :D
Unfortunately I can't reveal my feeling to her at all. No one will know how much I liked her but I dunwan to affect her happiness! So as long as I can see her smiling always... I am already contented... There is no need for her to be my stead at all... :)
Anyway thx Lav and XX for the wonderful gifts! I really liked it alot! :)
Thats all, might not be blogging again for a long long time... :(
However my best moment on my birthday was when she suddenly called out my name and said: "Happy Birthday!" I was in a shock! I die die also didnt expect her to wish and it really kinda melt my heart! That was my best moment for this year seriously... It really brighten up my mood for the entire day! :D
Unfortunately I can't reveal my feeling to her at all. No one will know how much I liked her but I dunwan to affect her happiness! So as long as I can see her smiling always... I am already contented... There is no need for her to be my stead at all... :)
Anyway thx Lav and XX for the wonderful gifts! I really liked it alot! :)
Thats all, might not be blogging again for a long long time... :(
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Can't Sleep
Till now I still cant adapt to the Jet lag, I have been waking up 2 - 3am till now... :(
Its 6 am now btw... lol
No pool training this thursday, just meeting for the upcoming CCA freshmen orientation camp. The camp now seriously lack of people and everyone is getting stressed over it. Quite a number of us who were supposed to help out didnt turn up :(. Anyway I was currently assigned under logistic.
Thought got training yesterday, went school around 1pm to take my cue stick, in the end no one was there lol. Luckily Qihao (The new vice president of the pool club :D) was kind enough to open the storeroom for me. In the end we decided to stay and played pool till 6pm, haha.
Its 6 am now btw... lol
No pool training this thursday, just meeting for the upcoming CCA freshmen orientation camp. The camp now seriously lack of people and everyone is getting stressed over it. Quite a number of us who were supposed to help out didnt turn up :(. Anyway I was currently assigned under logistic.
Thought got training yesterday, went school around 1pm to take my cue stick, in the end no one was there lol. Luckily Qihao (The new vice president of the pool club :D) was kind enough to open the storeroom for me. In the end we decided to stay and played pool till 6pm, haha.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Low morale from results
Seriously screw IE! The one that I struggle and put in the most effort, i scored the worst... Zzz!
ONOW: B+
CCAD: A
IDEA: A
SP: A
TCS: DIST
IE: B
MATHS: A
DE: A
PEEE: A
Cumulative GPA: 3.857
As you can see IE pretty much screw my GPA... I heard that some in other classes didnt contribute anything to IE can also get A... Seriously I dunno why I so suay get that kinda lecturer, relief teacher somemore... ARGH!
ONOW: B+
CCAD: A
IDEA: A
SP: A
TCS: DIST
IE: B
MATHS: A
DE: A
PEEE: A
Cumulative GPA: 3.857
As you can see IE pretty much screw my GPA... I heard that some in other classes didnt contribute anything to IE can also get A... Seriously I dunno why I so suay get that kinda lecturer, relief teacher somemore... ARGH!
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