All that I wanted...

Was a very simple relationship... Not those dramatic kind or whatsoever... But a simple one... where a boy likes a gal, and a gal like a boy and they live ever happily after... Also by saying so... I dun refer that kind that use sex to make a couple stay together... I start to understand that is not love, but lust... A true love... where one always show care and concern for another, always make the other smile, joke and fool around. A kiss from your loved one, is something that is much more passionate than sex many times...


But in real life that never happen... What can I really expect? I dun really ask for anything much... but stay true and committed. When I get into a r/s I am dead serious... that is to say I dun really mix with other gals as well... Cos I really believe in being faithful... But at the same time I am also expecting my stead to do the same too..

That is all I ever ask for... But it seem to be the hardest as well... Look like simple was never meant to be simple in the first place...

I went through too much pain... way too much that I no longer believe that true love exist... I have already lost everything... I dunwan that to happen again...



Samidare... The OST from naruto that summarised my life so far... I hope... I will never have to listen to you again...

Sad news

Just received a sad new today... I wont be able to qualify for diploma with merit despite having a GPA that is eligible for it...



Why? Thanks to my last semester stupid GEM module "Understanding Weather". Just one ugly sore D- in my grade for this and I failed one of the criteria needed to qualify for DWM... Sigh...


That stupid module was practically a waste of time, beside boring, the teacher was like practically making everybody sleep in every lesson. I dunno why am I so dumb to even choose this GEM, but yeah everything now was too late, there is no turning back... :(


So yeah, talking about a module that wasn't even counted inside my GPA that ended up jeopardising my DWM (and my possible slot in the director honour list as well), you can imagine how "happy" I am right now...

MST result for SEM 2

Almost forget that I have a blog lol! Long time never touch due to laziness... Anyway its year 2011 and school just reopened, what prepared us for this first week of school in the 2nd term of sem2, was the MST result from term 1...


Was quite shocked at first for my results:

EMD: 95 (A)
OOP: 87 (A)
MCT: 83 (A)
SNI: 94 (A)
Maths: 93 (A)

Average total: 90.4%

As for my diploma plus:

PCME: 62 (C)


Overall can't say I did well, because of my dip+ PCME, which I got a C (no time to study argh!)... luckily though, that is a separate cert... As for my main diploma, I was glad that I finally managed to ace everything (with a bit of luck obviously)


Hopefully I can maintain that kinda result for exams, and I will also be trying hard to get A for my PCME as well... :/


As for my hobby, I decided to withdraw from competitive pool, I guess pool is just not for me, I had so many flaws that it is practically impossible for me to master for this sport... It will be better that I just remain as a casual player... and I will do so happily since I had achieved my first ever break clear (That really make me damn happy!)


Hopefully I will be able to update this blog again, in a not-so-distant future.. Hahas :)